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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

i hate myself . regretted . why did i make a fool of myself ? why must i always react like this whenever he appear ? arghh !!!!!!! nvm . whats done is already done . it cannot be undone .

Reached school early again . how idiotic can this be . Slack outside the school with my god sis and all . Then at about 7.05 a.m , went in the school just nice 7.10a.m when i reached the hall . haha . When i looked at the back , felt that something is amiss then i thought he didn come but when i look again , spotted him at the front . hehex .

After recess went to the Science Lab then to the eco-garden . it SUCKS ! insects are everywhere and it make my whole body itchy ! arghh ! After we got back to class , went to the washroom . When i was on my way back to class(outside 6C) , then xuan say "hello" to me then syakirin follow her and say "hello" to me in a very cute voice . haha .

went down for lunch at 12.30p.m . went to the libray with ming mei and dan ying . was shocked to see him and afiq and all there too . then ming mei and dan ying say what the reason i wanna come to the library was because i wanna see him . -.- for goodness sake ! i dont even know he was there . i thought he was playing soccer . -.- then Afiq and all saw me so did he then he smile to me if i`m not wrong cause that's what ming mei and dan ying told me . then we went to the kiddy corner and see all those idiot books . Then syakirin came and sat at the table near us and was directly facing me . dots . then dan ying and ming mei say " wahh . you see . he purposely sit directly facing you . " -.- then they kept on saying what i wanna see him and all . dots . had a fun time with both of them . ming mei kept making us laugh with her funny action and all . i simply love her . ahhaha . Then cause both of them kept saying syakirin there what what what then i say " shut up ! " i kept repeating myself then syakirin looked at me and laughed cause he heard what dan ying and ming mei said . lol . after browsing through all those kiddy books and making fun of it , the 3 of us went to sit down near the window there and continue with our madness . Damn hilarious i tell you . was laughing away non-stop . laughed till i cry . hahha . Then cause we were laughing real loud , syakirin , Afiq and all kept tuning their attention to us . lol . then i was laughing non-stop and also the loudest =x . was damn fun . haha . i`m loving it `! After that , syakirin and a few of them left then ming mei and dan ying say " ai yo . your dar leave already . " -.- then cause i walked pass Ismat and some of the malay boys then when they saw me , they were saying what syakirin syakirin . -.- dots .

After our madness , went down to the maths corner and continue out madness . haha . talked for quite long then at about 1.25p.m , went to the canteen then Hui Ni told us that our class have already went up . what the hell . so early . shit the teacher . While walking back to our class , saw syakirin . Then he saw me too . both of us looked at each other then we turn our head and continue with our own stuff . lol . The group of us decided to use the long cut to delay the time as we really hate to go to the Enrichment . its just way tooooooooooo boring . lol . During lesson time , JJ was damn funny . cause the words from his mouth is different from what he want to say in his heart . cause i say i want to go to the washroom in chinese " wo yao qu che shou " then he say " ni yao qu zhou ai gen lao shi jiang lah" then he still didn realize he said that then i say " JJ . ni jiang shen me ? shen me zhou ai ? " then he huh?!?! then he laugh . including me , jing ying and mai zheng . then i say " wo bu yao zhou ai . wo yao xiao bian . " hahahah . then another one was JJ wanted to say " qu shan che " then he say till " qu shan quang " then he didn realize he said that then i say " huh ? shan quang ? " then the 4 of us burst out into laughter again . then one more is even more funny . cause both JJ and me was arguing about Portugal and Italy . cause i say Italy will win then JJ say Portugal will win . Then i say Portugal will be out either Italy or France will win then both of us kept arguing and arguing then i say "italy will win" . then JJ say "ya lah Italy will win" . then i say " you say Portugal will win ! " then he say " Italy will win " then i say " you say Portugal will win! " then he look and me then he say " oh ya oh ya . Portugal will win . " LOL . so cute right . hahahah . then i say " wahh JJ . jin tian ni jiang the dong xi dou gen ni xin li mian yao jiang de bu tong . kou shi xin fei . jiang yi tao zhou yi tao . " haha . then he say " mei you lor . Portu...." then i interupt him " ah ah ah . " ahhaha . whenever he wanna say Portugal i will interup him . haha . so funny `~

As our class were noisy , the teache was fed up with us and repremanded us by saying us A BUNCH OF FAILURES ! omg ! lol . but i didn hear it cause i was daydreaming . then whole class was not happy with the word she say . After Enrichment went to look for xuan and all then Yu Hui told me PETER and Gladys quarral then PETER kept criticizing her . i was damn angry . hahah . then i say why gladys's so dumb . didn scold back him . haha . so me , gladys , yu hui , xin yi and elson went out of the school together then while walking , i kept starring at syakirin and all cause i was looking for the ass hole then they thought Gladys wanna find them . lol . then i see PETER i walked towards him then syakirin , Afiq , Riduan , Zulhaily and all looked at me . then Riduan or Zulhaily say " wahh . fierce seh Jolynn " hahaha . then later i heard somebody say " Jolynn leh . Jolynn . " lol . At first , i wanted to scold him but then i was telling myself what for waste my precious time on HIM . ahaha . so i walked back . then later i kept starring at PETER then syakirin , Afiq and all kept wanting me to go scold him . They all kept saying to me " go find him lah . he there only . " lol . then cause Syafi saw Gladys then he say " hahah . Xiao Nan " then Syakirin , Afiq , Riduan and all were laughing hysterically then i say while laughing " ehh . shut up lah . " lol . Upon hearing this , Syakirin immediately stopped laughing . hahhahaha . so funny . soon , xuan came then she wanted to find PETER but i told her not to waste our precious time on HIM ! hehex .

soon , Syakirin & Afiq boarded the bus . =(( sad . haha . he went home . Then Jian Jie , Jun Hao and all were playing then Jian Jie fell and hit his head and guess what ! his head got swallow and it was BLEEDING . OMG ! the swallow was damn BIG . and whats more it was BLEEDING ! OMG . my hair was standing when i saw his head . (my hair is now standing ) its really disgusting . OMG . ok . enough of all this . i cant take it anymore . Jian Jie was damn horrible . i told him to seek the doctor for help but he refuses . -.- nvm . tmr i`ll ask him to go again .

oh ya . today the denter called me . mine appointment will be tomorrow . after recess . whee`~ ok . shall end here . off to do my project . sucks !

- i love you , forever . -

Ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same
oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go i just broke down

baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrafice
Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me
feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But I rather have you here with me right next to me
and I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)

Thats right baby
Im goin crazy I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)

break it down then I'll tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't belive I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waitin for you
put it down be the woman for you
im fallin so deep for you
crazy over you im callin
callin out to you what am i gonna do?
its true no frontin
it's u ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)

Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with
me Im in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo),
lady (ooo),
lately (ooo)
Baby

[[ it express my feeling towards you ]]

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